Dude that monika girl should post more.

I agree. maybe I'll have her to write something worthwhile, because I admit this is no-writing thing is getting pretty boring. No posts no comments.

In the last couple weeks since my last post--

-God gave me a slap in the face wake up call that my life is messed up, and Ive been trying to work on that. We were at a Scapegoat concert, and just to make a confession, I was thinking about going to a party that night instead, and I'm so glad i didnt. In fatc, I think that the party was called off so that i would end up going to the concert. And even going I thought it was probably going to be boring... but then after the songs and the message, I just realized so much was wrong with the way I was going, and I sat there in the front row and cried for like half an hour... the people that were "working" there came and prayed over me, and checked up on me later, and the lead singer came and sat with me...he didnt say anything he just sat the with his hand on my back because he knew what I was thinking... and some girl katie was really supportive too. God is love thats for sure, and just seeing how much total strangers can love you because you have something - God - in common with them... its amazing. just more proof that he's really there.
Tonight he's (the lead singer), is coming to speak at my youth group, and im really looking forward to it, because I love the way he presents things, and makes them so real. Things you've heard a million times. I heard those verses that he read last time countless times in my life, but the way he read them, and pointed things out, and the way he felt it too... something broke. In a good way. I can't wait to hear him again. His love for God is amazing, he's a real inspiration, a living testimony.

im not going to write about anything else. I'm just going to leave it at that.

-M