Feeling Dirty

Some guys are so... i dont even know what to say. Slimy? (Matt, i know the last few posts have mentioned you and been abotu you, but this one isnt dont worry. Even though sometimes i question your motives... what are your motives matt? :P). Yeah... like the old guys drunk coming out of the rendezvous (a local bar), and telling me we need to get a room... or the guy sitting in his pickup, smoking, just staring at you. Or the guys that always want to go a little farther. Or the guys that dont care that you have a boyfriend and try to get what they want no matter that itll make you feel guilty even if you didnt do anything to condone or encourage the behavior...
It just makes you feel all gross and dirty inside... and you just want to go puke and then take a long shower with lots of soap and shampoo...
And then avoid gurs for a couple days... just locked in your room...

*shiver*

-M