Wednesday, May 18, 2005

people stare when you cry at the XtraMart...

I hate it when people stare at you, and then when you look at them they look away really fast like you wont notice they were looking.
I hate it when you can't help but cry, and someone just tells you not to be upset. Whatre you supposed to do? Smile? What if its been building up and you cant hold it in anymore? Does that even matter? Letting it out?
I hate it when you know somethings wrong with someone else, and they wont tell you anything except that theyre fine, when its obvious they arent. Then you feel like its your fault. Or that you should be able to help them and youre failing at it.
I hate it when people ignore you.
I hate not knowing whats going on.
I hate having to sit in the car with the doors locked to let it all out, and even then my stupid family wont leave me alone, and they dont even know how to go about helping. And they dont even care.
I hate the "down" days in a relationship.
I hate feeling helpless...

-Monika

1 Comments:

At 9:11 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Well Monika, we kinda/sorta talked about this in the hall today. Like I said, we should beat up the person this is about. But we can't, so we'll have to go about it a different way. I say you go up to him, tell him that if you two don't talk, you don't have much of a relationship. Being able to talk to each other is one of THE most important factors. Think about it...

 

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