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Parents. My clothes arent good enough, my chores arent good enough, my relationships with my family arent good enough, my sports arent good enough, i dont sleep right, i dont eat right, i dont talk right, my friends arent good enough...

I am not good enough.

I can't ait until I graduate, because I finally have a plan. Maybe I'll have a different one by then, but its nice to have something right now. I have somewhere to go that's far enough away that maybe I can get some self confidence. Right now, i just have to go through my highschool days feeling inferior to everyone, and always being afraid of their reactions, and whether or not my parents are going to get mad, and whether or not their going to make fun of me.

I can't wait to breathe.

Love-
Monika