The joy of gaping mouths

can you say "anger towards blog"...
blog deleted my first post... whatever.

Just a comment... from David...
"Wow! Monika! You look beautiful!..." and a huge hug...
yeah I miss him sometimes...
I miss a lot to do with my old church, and with all the people that didnt recognize me until my grandma told them who i was today.... they all gaped at me... then came the "Wow!" and "I couldnt believe it was you!" and "I feel old!" "you look great!" "how old are you now?" "youre beautiful!"
and i just nodded and smiled, and got depressed because everyones getting older, all my old sunday school teachers and everything, and they totally renovated my old church... and "people" got engaged... but I loved seeing them, it brought back a lot. Im starting to get old enough to see how people get older, people i grew up around. I love my new church, but they havent known me since forever, but that's not their fault. And plus, some people I wish i couldve brought with me from my old church, but i just had to let them go...
I could go on about this all day, so i'll just stop.

Love-
Monika