The Last Post was Drivel

Much like my last few entries. And the lack of entries that Ive written... im sorry about that. I havent really been up to par lately... im sorry about that too. And i really feel bad because people (such as gab, jimmy, baisley, ms nutting! hello, all :)) have been stopping by (and not commenting, not even once, ahem) and reading this and they probably only read the bad entries! How depressing.
The QUESTION OF THE... something... (because i dont have a question at regular intervals... will i mean i probably do but not a formally announced one you know) is; could I be a mechanic if i wanted to be? I mean, i mentioned sitting in on a BOCES class about it to my dadd, because i was looking forward to just seeing the class (please note, im not signing my life away ina contract like ym dadd thinks, im simply sitting in on a class), and it led to 2 days of yelling, crying, and my parents thinking I should be a nurse. Of course, if i dont want to be a nurse... i must get married and have 7 kids like them. I want to go live a hole in nebraska when i graduate :-P. So much easier. I would get paprazzi prolly, sneaking up on me in camo with leaves strapped to their heads... and then the tabloids downt at the Great American and in grocery store checkout lines across america... GIRL LIVES IN HOLE, CANNIBAL DWELLS IN HUMBLE ABODE (dont let your kids into the woods alone), GIRL RAISED BY WOLVES, DRUG DEALER HIDES IN WOODS, CAN SHE TALK?, HOW DOES SHE TRIM HER TOENAILS? things like that. exciting. i cant wait til i tell my dadd im living in the dirt. hell be so proud of me.
maybe ill make that a hole in arizona... you know where its warmer. yeah. but that would mean an overhaul of the sacred blog. cant do that.


now, i have to go and... try to sleep... this morning i woke up (after going to bed at like 11-12) at 5, so i dont know whats up with that. But i do want to walk to school tomorrow. so i should try and sleep some tonight. try. the key word.

Love~
Monika =)

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