I missed it

Today, I missed the baptismal service at my church, and i feel really bad about it. A couple people that I know pretty well got baptised today, and ive been waiting for weeks for this sunday.
And i forgot.
I woke up, let the dogs out, went back to bed, then got up at 9. By then, most everyone was ready for church, nobody had gotten me up like usual, I didnt know where my clothes were, and my neck was really bothering me (somethings like swollen in my neck, so it hurts to talk and swallow and breathe and everything, and i didnt want to come to church sounding like a transexual girl or testosterone) and so, since my mom was staying home too and i really didnt feel like frantically getting ready, i went back to bed (again). When i opened my eyes at quarter to one, and the fog cleared and...
I remembered.
And i wish so much that i could go back and remember so i could suck it up and come to church and see then get baptised.
So, i had to say im really sorry, no, really really REALLY sorry I missed it and forgot...

*huge sad face* (<- what my face looks like)

Love~
Monika =(