Witdrawals Are NOT fun

Computer, Sudafed, ibuprofen, sharpie, chocolate, salt,... no withdrawals are fun... and i havent been on in a few days... so no i dotn hate you ive just been wandering the trails deep in the forest, alone, finding out who i am. Just me and the bugs and the birds. And the trees... and grass and flowers and dirt.... well i ont make a list caus eim just kidding. I was babysitting. Which, instead of bringing peace, brings on a feeling of 'i am never having kids'. So ive spent my days with a one year old, and my nights with stephen king (oh yeah lol). So i am sleep deprived, irritable, and paranoid. *grins* fun stuff.
Well, today i found out that i won an essay contest... for an essay that i wrote at like 1 in the morning. i thought it was poo but hey little known to me it was worth $25 and a picture in our little towns paper. yay. I wrote about the abortion-breast cancer connection. yeah great topic lol. I went over the word limit it was supposed to be 100-300 words, and mine was liek 305, and that was after i cut it down. Once i start writing soemtime si just cant stop. theres only one thing that scared me about the picture thing. Im getting my hair cut short the day im getting it, so if my haircut sucks, then the town will get to see. Well whoever reads the paper. So im scared. Cause my hair is gonna be different. Plus i have a sleepover that night, and if my hair is bad then my friends will laugh at me and ill be sad. Not really. ill just wear a hat for a couple months til it grows out. Except in school... uhoh im gonna stop before i freak out.
*deep breath*
The hair trauma of monika lol.
So now i have to go mow the lawn and find ut if i have any clean pants to wear thursday, friday, and saturday. because if i dont, i have to do laundry fast. Well, im going to old navy for school clothes thursday night but still. Ive been so busy im clean out of clean clothes.
So, am i going to mow the lawn or what?
WHAT?! ARE YOU KIDDING?! IVE ONLY BEEN WAITING FOR IT TO GROW!! ITS LIKE... A HAIRCUT! FOR YOUR YARD! IT SHOULD BE ILLEGAL! MOWING THE LAWN IS BLOWING MY MIND!!!!!!!


Vroom vroom
gas in your cereal gives you energy all day long :-D
Monika