Ah the joys of mental insanity...

I dont get a cool padded white room though... that is so unfair.... you know how awesome that would be.... *stares*...
I just babsat for 10 hours. woo. hoo. got that. you should try it. oh, wait, dont. i want the padded white room all to myself. So brign on the kids and the long hours and all the money. when i get commited (and no, not to a guy) I will have a letter that says all of my money goes to my wonderful friends for thinking im cool and even slightly funny. because youre wrong. And thats funny. so you get money. and for those of you who think im anything more than ugly (besides uglier) I dotn even know. maybe you need glasses? better ones? is it the medication? I dont know whats up with you. maybe you need a white room too. Just get away from mine. I want it all to my (so called) wonderful self. So no one will question me when i talk to myself in a british accent, and no one will question the voices in my head (whoops wasnt supposed to tell anyone about those, but the delete key is sooo far away). And you are thinking 'if she has all these issues (ashley says i have a chemical imbalance.) then why doesnt she get a flipping therapist or counseling?' well, you see, i would, but babysitting doesnt earn that much, and besides im giving all the money to you people anyhow. And so the other option is to get my (no so) wonderful dadd to pay for it. But he says he will only get me counseling if i am a lesbian. Well, i prefer guys (just to set all of you at ease who are getting worried) VERY much over girls (no offense ladies). And i am proud to be a girl. So I will love all you guys. (want my number... leave a comment *wink* *wink* lol j.k) oh boy. i think my herbal tea and my hot shower are calling me... oh ... yes they are.... and since i am too far away to hear my white room calling me (either that or its just shy and not yelling loud enough) and i cant drive to get closer to one, then they are the next best thing. (a massage would be nice though.... *innocent smile*)


hugs and kisses and money and stress to you all
Monika