Stunted Growth

yes i think my growth is stunted... i should really be 6' 3" tall.

:-P

actually i meant like... i suppose you could say stunted socially. I feel like, since i was homeschooled starting at 2nd grade, ive missed out on so much. I had one friend after i left school until i moved here, that i barely got to see. I never really talked to anyone in my old church, they were all stuck up and i was... different. i dressed different and such. and i was deathly painfully shy. i didnt listen to the radio really until i was 13. I wore boys clothes, i didnt really care how i dressed. the only TV i had was PBS...
so im always comparing myself to other people whove been not locked up in thier house for years on end. and i always feel like no matter how i dress or act or am, i will always he 'inferior' to them. ill never catch up, or be looked up to by anyone. Its like... ill always be less than you.

Love~
Monika