Its a long way to richmond, dont grow up passively!

got that? well... just in case you didnt ill elaborate. So many people, just grow up. They dont think about it, it just happens to them. Theyre in highschool, and its like wooooo. rebels and such. then theres college usually, and you meet friends and you sleep more during the day... and then you get married and have kids and live in a house for the rest of your life. And i think that sucks. No, i dont want to live in acardboard box or anything... but i dont want to have an average life. I want to move out of the state, i want to experience a lot of things, and a lot of people and places. I dont just want to grow up and accept the easy way to live, which is just dont really think about making it interesting, just live. And i just see people whove live within a hundredd of miles of where they were born for thier whole life. Whove been married since forever, have had a few kids, and theyre marrige is just kinda blah, and raising thier kids is like blah, and they have a blah job, and the same blah days... except for today WOOO WERE GOING TO WALMART TODAY! AND MAYBE WELL GO OUT TO EAT! or ooooooo the MOVIES! *gapes*. and its just like...... i dont want to be like that. I dont want to be like everyone. I dont want to have the same life.
maybe all teens think that... but then it just happens to them. but i want to try really hard to not live an average life. I mean why? When there so much to the world besides your state? i get bored kind of easily when it comes to how i live, im always trying to find something to do, and i love having a jam-packed schedule. I move my room around alot... because i dotn liek it the same. I loved moving... i cant wait to do that again, but that wont be til i graduate... so,...yes. I dont know how ill be able to have a job itll kill me! routines suck,.. im really spontaneous. in good ways (making my grandparents take e bowlign at 9;00 at night while we were in maine) and bad ways (running outside and sitting in the middle of the road for no reason). It makes everything more interesting. Well, im going to go and do... who knows what. I will see you sometime!

Love and hugs (hugs will always be there! i never get tired of hugs :-) )
~Mnik... you know i should just leave it every time i misspell my name, theres my name on drugs for today. :-P