oh yeah, well BLOG THIS!!!!

:-P. I have the "Blog This!" button on my favorites bar and its always seemed threatening to me.... but im just wierd like that so.
I was laying bed last night, and i was thinking of all this cool stuff i could write about, and then i was thinking, monika, you should write it down, because you know youll forget it. And i just reassured myself, you know ill just repeat it a few times i wont forget its too cool. But here i am. and sure enough, its all gone. poof. there is nothing. I was right.Well, half of me was right and half was wrong. I finished Secret Window last night, and it was talking about at the end how Mort was really two different people, and when one half of him did something, the other half didnt even know. So today when my dadd was yelling at everyone pver dinner, trying to find out who dented his car, i was like WHAT IF I DID IT?! and i was like almost hyperventilating. It was scary.
AND GUESS WHAT ELSE. I got my typewriter ribbon today isnt that so awesome. Now i can type up that 5 1/2 pages i wrote yesterday while in the middle of doing the dishes and taking the clothes off the line. I was taking a sheet off, and my brain, (maybe the other monika, aka mercedes) started telling this story, out of nowhere, so i ran into the other room and grabbed paper and my moms liek WHATS WRONG and im like INSPIRATION!!!!..... and ran outside and started writing while sitting on the railing in the half-darkness.... and then more kept coming to me while i was doing dishes so id wash some, run over to the table with my hands dripping wet and sudsy and write more.... it was pretty cool. I love it when that happens your like oblivious to everything except whats going on inside your head....


and right now, i feel almost like im gonna puke. So im going to just focus on talking to people and being happy and making my tummy go to a happy place.

Love-
Monika
(no hugs and kisses cause you might get sick! *gasps*)